....PETRONAS CUBPRIX 2011....

1st of all, aQ nk bgth yg aQ pnt sgt2 arini.... tp aQ happy n puas aty!! nk taw sbbnyew?? sbbnyew aQ dpt tgk petronas cubprix 2011 pusingan ke-5 yg di adakan kt telok intan.. telok intan da kali ke-2 masuk musim ni n musim lps jd tuan umah bg cubprix ni.... mmg best sgt2!!! walaupon pnt ya amat tp kepuasan 2 lbh pntg.. :) aQ mmg mint bnde2 cmni... tp lu nk tgk kt tv mmg x kn la jwbnye coz aQ x suke tgk kt tv... so, ble da berpeluang tgk dr dkt.. live lak tuh.. aQ xkn lpskn peluang... tp actually, aQ lbh mnt kepada drift kete... hahaha!!! da cam laki kn aQ ni... best perh.... lau bab motor lumbe, aQ suke tp bab lumbe2 motor kt jln aye tuh.. aQ bnci sbb tuh lumbe haram beb... wa x suke n bnci nek motor cm2.. (tb2 jd rock lak, pehal nih)... lau betol la ade antara korg nih mat rempit sejati n selalu mng kt ats jln aye, ape kate korg msok pertndngn cmni... dpt jgk faedah... xde r mati katak kena leyek dek treler.... lumbe kt trak polis jg, ambulans jg... lau korg lumbe kt luar, polis kjr... hahaha!!! pe pon x ley... last2 masok lokap... nk lps gian kt litr lbh afdal... td pon de jer yg wat willy pe.... aQ mmg suke r, tp sedey x dpt tgk dorg jth... bkn aQ nk dorg jth... tp mmg ade yg jth n byk pon yg jth... hek3!! cume aQ xde kt kwsn tu, jd aQ x berpeluang nk amik pic tuh... aishhhh!! tyme aQ xde kt ctu, die jth... ble aQ da ke tmpt tuh, xde lak yg nk jth.. cm taw2 jerk... ayoyooo... pe pon x ley r... tp xpe... aQ tetp epy beb... hrp2 tahn akn dtg aQ mash berpeluang menyaksikn kehebatan dorg beraksi di litr ag... aQ tggu ble la nk ade pertndngn drift kete n telok intan jd tuan umah negori perak... pasti aQ akn turun padang pnye.... aishhhh!!! pape pon, arini n smlm mmg best sgt!!! thanks to my mom n my dad yg sudi temnkn aQ g tgk cubprix.... :)) walaupon sukan permotoran d pelopori oleh lelaki, tp aQ peduli ape... da aQ suke, aQ mint... lantak r kn.... hak3!!! terbaekkkkkkkkk......

boringggggggggggggggggg.....

wa boring gile mlm nih dee.... wa mmg xtaw nk watpe da nih... ngntok lak 2... mlm2 sblm nye x pon cmni, ngntok jgk tp mlm ni mmg ngntok tahap gaban... wa ase wa taw ape sbbnyew... wa x dpt tido yg cukop... pg td wa bgn awl r bro... wa bgn kol 8.30pagi.... pas2 wa da x tido smpi skrg... last nite wa tito kol 2.30am... ptt r wa ngntok giler..... pttnye wa tito ptg td, tp wa x tito coz wa godek2 wa pny website... alamak... wa mmg xley tahan mate wa ni... lau ltk btg mncis pon, agaknye mncis 2 pth coz ngntok sgt.. nk taip pon da x smgt da nih... wa ase, wa nk chow dlu r beb... wa nk solat pas2 nk zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... len kali r wa post ag k... adios geng!!!

---->PENGOMEN YG X DI UNDANG<----

wa xtaw r sape anemos yg sibok komen kt post wa nih... ske aty wa la wa nk wtpe pon, blog wa... bkn blog lu... de wa sbok2 psl lu?? lu pny komen x d alu2kn ok... lu sape nk kate wa bodoh?? kalau lu kate wa bodh, lu 1 juta kali lebih bodoh dr wa... lu xde kne mengena ngn sume yg wa post, jd jgn nk cbe jd hero konon nk perthnkn laki2... lu blh bla la.... kalau lu nk kate wa bodh sbb xnk maafkn jntn 2, so what??? ske ati wa la wa nk maafkn ke x... lu xde hak nk sibok2 mengomen blog wa.... org yg wa bnci slh 1 nye org mcm lu.. org yg ske menyibok jg tepi kain org, padahal kain sndr terkoyk x sdr!!!!! adios!!!

///mkn2\\\

arini aQ mkn itik masak rendang cili api.... the besttttttt.... haha!! sedp jgk, xde ase len pd tekak aQ.. ni sbnrnye 1st time aQ mkn itik (nsb bkn angsa) haha.... dlu mak aQ pnh mask arnab msk hitam (kalau x salah), aQ xnk mkn coz aQ x pnh mkn.. tp mak aQ ckp bkn arnb, tp ayam.. so, aQ amik nasi n mkn.. tup2 ble mkn, kt tekak aQ ase bkn ayam... beza asenye, n aQ dpt rasai perbezaan 2... then, nasi aQ kompen la x hbs.. haha!! upenyew, mak aQ tipuuuuuuuuu!!! 2 sbnrnye mmg arnab.... mak aQ ckp ayam sbb nk soh aQ mkn... huhuhu.... tp itik nih x ase cm arnab atau ayam... die ase itik r... haha!!! n tekak aQ blh terima kehadirn itik di dlmnye.... wakakaka!!! nnt len kali, aQ nk mkn burong unte (bolh mkn ke) pulk.. hahaha!!! nnt lau da mkn, aQ post kt cnih ek... ^_^ chow dlu... bye

......sad.....

mood ak mlm ni cm x best la.... sbb nyew laptop ni wat hal seyh... tb2 je bunyi pas2 mampos sndr... tencen tol ak.... ngh syok2 layn lagu, mati cm2 jew.... hehhhh.... ak da r nk layan lagu fav wa (tb2 tkr lak).... hahaha!!! wa sedy ag sbb x dpt tgk cite KL GANGSTER kt panggung beb... wa da r mnt cite2 cm2... ag2 aaron n samsol usop berlkn... dlu wa tgk cite KL DRIFT, BOHSIA, REMP-IT, pe g x ingt... tp yg ni wa x dpt tgk ngn pnh feel kt panggung... aduh, nk tggu cd berjnggut kucing kt umah wa ni bro... padahal panggug wyg blkg uma wa je.... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! tencen r cmni deee... wa nk tgkkkkk!!!! cd kompen lmbt ag... lau kuar cd wa beli ori beb.... haha!!! wa tgk iklan die, teruja siut... xpe r lau xdpt tgk kt pnggung... cowie r my fav actor... huhuhu... nnt wa bli cd ok... wa cau dlu, nk mkn.... adios 

***lecehnya ade BF bcoz^^^

*** kna de hp

*** kne topup sellu (buang duit, bek ak shopping)

*** mst cll n msg tiap  mse (rimas jew)

*** bgth pe kite nk wt (xde privacy)... lom jd husband ag

*** kne tny die/mnx izin lau nk wat something (konon nya die akn jd husbnd kite nnt)

*** kne jg ati die (ati kte xde sape jg)

*** mst fhm die 24jam (padahal die blm tn2 nk fhm dri kite)

*** nk beli ape2 kne mnx opinion die (bek mnx opinion family--> lbh afdal)

*** xley de kwn boy len selain die (padahal die pompuan keliling pgg)

*** pasti d mnx tok bktikn cinta (nonsense)

*** lau tgk wyg, kne tgk cite die suke (jrg nk tgk cite kite suke)

*** ble soh jmpe kite pny parents, mcm2 alasan die akn bg (kononnye lom sedia, padahal takut n x iklas nk kwn ngn kite... ckp blkg berani, dpn2 terkencing2)

*** kne bg adiah lau bday die (lau putus, adiah 2 di buang gara2 sakit ati n tkt awek bru marh)

*** sll nasiht kite jgn menipu (padahal die yg kaki kencing)

*** ble ajak kuar, kita kne banje, kunun nye die lom gaji (padahal nk kikis kite)

---> btl x?? walaupon x semua kt ats korg setuju, tp wa yakin past ade yg kne ngn korg kn?? bab 2 wa mls nk berpacaran nih... skrg wa pon xde hp.. tenang je, xde bny hp.. <---

***ERTI***

S---> sgt broad-minded

I---> mdh snym dan blh bt org len trsnym

T---> ade sikap canggih, malah amat canggih

I---> mdh senyum dan leh bt org len trsenym

Z---> selalu bergaduh dgn someone

U---> rasa bhw diri sndr de ciri2 special

B---> selalu berwaspada bile bertemu kenaln baru

A---> leh jd trllu pndiam bl sesuatu de dlm fikirn

I---> mudah senyum dan leh bt org len trsenym

D---> ada masalah dlm mempercayai org lain

A---> leh jd trllu pndiam bila sesuattu de dlm fikiran

H---> bkn seorg judgmental 

---> terlambat <---

wey, meh r cnih... wa nk cite something kt lu... cmnih, dlu wa de bf ni nme die rahsie la ek.... mak bapak wa pon taw wa kawn ngn mamat ni... wa pon knl dia lame tp bru jd bf x lame r.... tp, skrg wa da x ngn die da coz mak bapak wa x suke kt die... wa pon da x suke kt die.... tp sbb wa x suke die beza ngn sbb mak bapak wa x ske die.... mak bapak wa x suke die sbb die menipu ... de kesalhn yg die wat tp die xnk ngku and last2 bapak wa dpt taw lau mmg die yg bersalah... n ternyata die tpu parents wa.... padahal sblm 2 die da jnji xkn tipu parents wa... silap die la kn, die lupe jnji watpe.... 2 pon jd slh 1 sbb npe wa x suke die... sbb lain lak, wa x ske die sbb die sme ngn laki2 lain yg wa pnh knl... sume hampeh, wa ckp ngn lu... konon nk jaga, nk jd cm gangster r kunun.... tp gangster hampeh... ternyata die pon cm laki lain... lau da nme nye laki, sume same je beb.... xley caye.... wa dpt taw byk cite2 die dogeng belaka.... die da wat slh ngn parents wa, pas2 x reti dtg mnx maaf... berbulan lamenye die x dtg mnx maaf... yg die msg, kwn2 wa... 4 what? pas2 ptg td die muncul.. br nk mnx maaf.... mak bapak wa x bg wa kuar, n wa pon mmg xnk kuar or jmpe die ag... die da xde tmpt dlm aty wa ag.... wa ase ckop la setakat nih.. wa da xnk pk psl cnta... wa xde masalah tok sape2 nk kwn ngn wa.. tp lau de behavior lu yg wa x suke, wa akn lost contact ngn lu cm2 je beb.... wa x suke org pakse2 wa.. lau wa ckp xnk, mknenye xnk... lau lu nseb baik, wa akn ubh pkrn tp lau lu desk wa akn tetap ckp no 4eva.... lau lu desk ag, lu bkn ag kwn wa.... kejam x wa?? haha... juz one word tok describe dri wa... iaitu UNPREDICTABLE!!!! 

^^^the new SAKURA`S began here^^^

<no more pain>

<no more tears>

<no more special guy in my life>

<think positive> 

<don`t want sad anymore>

<build my new life>

<want make my mom n dad epy n proud of me>

<want spent my own money n buy something special 4 my parents> 

<never trust any guys in this world anymore, except he sincere enough to me n let my parents judge him 1st.. then if my parents give green light, i will be out wif him>

<want focus on my new life, never turn back on my old life>

<will love myself 1st be4 i fall in love with others people>

<my past painful, make me stronger and mature now>

<more careful in choosing friends after what i go through before this>

<want to be someone who is more courageous to face any situation> 

***** whatever happens after this, i never look back again .. i will continue to move forward .. care what people say, the important thing is I'm happy with my life this moment ... although a bit boring because there is no work, but one day i will be able to get a much better job than others .. even better than those who had done evil in my past .. inshallah *****

                                                                                                        CREATED BY :                                                                                  http://sakura1004-ryan.blogspot.com

***i never say never.. i will fight till 4ever coz u are mine***

 listen this song n enjoy!!!

 

 

 

+++BENGANG+++

korg taw x? aQ bengang gile... td masok kt mirc coz da bored tahap gaban.. kt ctu aQ ne la taw dak2 tuh dr country mn... aQ pon bantai r ckp malayu... except r lau dorg ckp dr country mn, aQ ckp r english... pas2 de 1 mamt saleh ke ape nth.. die x bgth aQ die dr mne, then cht je.. aQ pon ckp melayu la... tb2 die ckp aQ idiot... !@#$%^&* betol lah... aQ ckp bkn salh aQ, die yg x bgth aQ die dr mne.. lau die ckp, xde r aQ gn malay lang...... pas2 die ckp so, u speak ur lang? aQ ckp die yg idiot bkn aQ n aQ ckp i hate people like u... trs aQ xlayn die da.. bengang pny pasl, aQ kuar dr mirc then masok lak ym.... kt ym pon aQ bengang ag sekali... mne x nye, aQ mmg x ltk pic kt ym aQ... die plak asyk desk nk tgk pic aQ... aQ ckp lau nk kawan berdsrkn pic, xpyh kwn ngn aQ... aQ ckp kt die "ni msti stok ske kwn ngn gurl2 yg cntk je kn.. xpe la, xpyh kwn ngn i, i gemok n hitam... bye" pas2 die msg2 aQ da mls bls coz aQ mmg that kind of person.. sekali ckp x, x la sampai bl2.. x pyh nk desak2... aQ menyampah dowhhh!!! da aQ ckp xde pic, die soh on web cam lak.... ag aQ menyampah org cm2... eeeee!!!! bengang aQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@@@LOVE....... WEALTH.... SUCCESS@@@

A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said, "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat." 

"Is the man of the house home?", they asked. "No", she said. "He's out." "Then we cannot come in", they replied. In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" The woman went out and invited the men in. "We do not go into a house together, " they replied. "Why is that?" she wanted to know. 

One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth, " he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home." The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How nice!!", he said. "Since that is the case, let us invite wealth. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!" 

His wife disagreed. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?" 

Their daughter-in-law was listening from the other corner of the house. She jumped in with her own suggestion: "Would it not be better to invite love? Our home will then be filled with love!" 

"Let us heed our daughter-in-law's advice, " said the husband to his wife. "Go out and invite Love to be our guest." The woman went out and asked the 3 old men, "Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest."

Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other 2 also got up and followed him. Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success: "I only invited Love, Why are you coming in?"

"The old men replied together: "If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would've stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever he goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!!!!!!"

..............NOTHING..................

*** to say ***

*** to do ***

*** to write here ***

*** to think ***

*** to ask *** 

aQ xtaw nk watpe actually.. da bored sgt da ni.. xkn nk sleep ag kot.. td bgn da kol 10pg ni.. lau tido ni kompem bgn kol 4/5 ptg nih... pas2 mlm kang sibok lak xley tido.. adeshh.. mak da tido lak... aQ boring dowhhhh...

****fathers day****

korg pon taw ble hari bapa d sambut kn? 19/6 tiap thn kite akn smbut hari bapa... for me, actually everyday adalh fathers day... xde tarikh2 tertentu pon.... sempena ari bapa ni aQ nk cite ckit mengenai my father yg aQ syg..... aQ cinta ayh aQ, aQ syg die lbh dr aQ syg dri aQ sndri.... sblm 2 aQ nk bgth yg aQ pggl ayh aQ 2 apak... apak byk berkorbn tok aQ n adik beradik aQ.. keje siang malm x knl erti pnt... semata2 tok keluarganye yg die syg.... tiap kali ank2nye masuk sek/uni/kolej, apak ngn mak la org yg plg bertungkus lumus/ kelam kabut nk bli brg keperluan tok d bw ke tmpt pengajian... x pnh dorg ckp xe duit time nk maskkn ank2 ke sek... walaupon aQ sndr taw dorg time 2 ngh kering.... aQ skrg da hbs bajar n yg sedihnye aQ lom dpt keje ag.... aQ da apply byk job tp no answers till now... aQ amik keputusn tok apply training kt biotech corp n hopefully aQ d terima kt sane... aQ juz nk sngkn mak n apak... hrp2 lau aQ d terima kt sane nnti, blh la aQ tlg adik2 aQ yg msh study 2.... n mmg septtnye aQ da keje skrg like my frenz yg lain.... tp mgkn blm rezeki aQ ag... aQ ingt ag time aQ sem 1 kt kolej dlu aQ perlukan laptop tp aQ x ckp ngn ayh aQ... aQ juz g CC jew... tp da sem 3,4 cm2 aQ try mnx laptop kt ayh aQ.. n apak blikn laptop compaq yg aQ pakai skrg nih.... walaupon de rosak dr segi sound n bateri tp ia masih boleh d gunakn smpi skrg.... aQ pny impian tok blikn laptop br tok apak/mak ble aQ dpt masok kt biotech 2... aQ ase aQ mmpu bli 2 laptop dgn duit elaun yg die bg... aQ berdoa je spy dpt d tmpt kt biotech... 2 je yg aQ blh hrp skrg... mak apak da byk sush... aQ teringin nk tgk dorg seng cm org lain..... insyaallah, kalau de rezeki aQ kt biotech aQ yakin aQ akn d terima.... amin.... so, jom la kite berbakti pd kedua mereka selagi mereka masih bersama kite... d kesempatan ni jgk aQ nk ucpkn epy fathers day kt korg2 yg da bergelar bapa atau akn bergelar bapa x lama ag... pd my father, epy fathers day n i love u so much... everyday is fathers day n everyday is mothers day..... i love mom n dad sepenuh aty... tQ coz always by my side x kira dalam condition ape sekalipon... thank u so much...... muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

pagi.....

nk taw x? mlm td aQ tido nth pukol bpe... sampai pg, bgn solat subuh then sleep back.. wakaka!!! ni aQ bru bgn r nih... bgs x?? mndi pon belom da bka laptop... mls lak ase nk mndi...pening pale pon ade ni hah.... pg2 ni selalu nye aQ akn mndi, masak tok lunch, eat wif my mom, pas2 lau da xde bnde nk bt aQ biasenye sleep again... haha.... petg br bgn.. syok gile, tido je memnjg... esk lau da keje x dpt r cmni... silp2 tido kt opis.. :p selalunya pg2 aQ bgn trs g mnd tp xtaw npe arini mls menguasai diri lak... xpe, jap g aQ mndi.... nk tgk tv pon xde bnde yg interesting nk d tgk... kartun de r.. astro pon da x best... lau nk tgk cite best, tggu ptg kang la.. cite cinta melody... hehehehe... korg tgk x cite 2? best taw.... tgk r.... eh, ok lah... aQ nk mnd n nk masak itik mak aQ beli... actually, aQ xtaw nk mask cmne itik 2.. hehe... mak aQ yg mask kot.. aQ msk sayur n nasi je... hehehe... ok lah, aQ chow dlu... daaaaaaa

all bout can`t....

---> sleep

---> thingking

---> shopping

---> hang out wif ma frenz

---> spent ma own money 

---> eat wat i want

---> further ma study

---> mkn ice a lot

---> run or walk fast

---> holiday wif ma family members kt CH like be4

---> have a bf 

---> mndi kt sea 

---> play kt sotong hot springs

---> have ma own car, laptop 

---> go GH 

---> see ma frenz kt BF

*****  i hope i CAN do all the things kt atas 2 one day nanti *****

cinta melody...

aQ tgk cite cinta melody... cite ni best actually... tp d sbbkn ending nye heroin x kahwin ngn hero.. die khwn ngn hero ke-2... tuh yg jd x syok 2.. aQ suke tgk "elang" encem.... hahaha!! tiap ptg kol 6.30 mst aQ ngn family aQ dok dpn tv tggu melody start.... tp kdg2 lau abg aQ konker tv, xdpt la aQ tgk.. seb bek de ulangan... waaaa!!!!! cite nih da nk hbs da pon, tggl ag bpe episod jew.... pasni xtaw cite pe ag... hahaha!! smpi aQ pon da ckp cm endon da... :p sume psl aQ byk tgk cite endon kt tv.. hehehehe..... ok lah, nk tgk cinta melody dlu.. bye ^_^

pengalaman berharga....

kalau d bg pilihan, ape yg aQ nk buat lau masa d putar balik ke blkg.... aQ nk pilih 1 jew... iaitu mencintai ALLAH.... dulu aQ jauh dr Allah, aQ jarang solat.... ngaji apatah ag... tp something happen kt aQ n alhamdulillah aQ masih selamt...  sejak 2, aQ sedar yg Dia mash sygkn aQ.. ptt kejadian 2 ley bt aQ mati tp Dia bg peluang tok aQ berubh.. alhamdulillah, aQ kini lebh baik... nk kate dlu jht sgt xde lah... tp aQ ase nakal kot... whatever lh, yg pntg adalah masa dpn... kenangan semlam biarkn ia berlalu pergi n kenangan ari ini bersama kita genggam.... n pd tarikh 1004 adalah tarikh keramat bg aQ... something happen but i cant explain what it is... tp aQ bolh katekn ianya pengalamn berharga n i will never forget till the end of my life.... sbb 2 aQ suke tarikh 2 n i`ll remember that tarikh... lau blh, nk ltk my car reg ---> RSR 1004 ... wahhh, ade ke org ltk no cm2?? hahaha.. x pon, aQ nk ltk -----> CT 1004..... insyaallah, walaupon aQ taw mahl, aQ nk jgk... ^_^